Idealist; one guided by ideals;


Coming down…
July 27, 2007, 10:41 pm
Filed under: London

I took a drug the other day.

It cost me just under AUD$2000.

I am not normally accustomed to such expensive thrills, such momentary pleasures – yet this was one I’d been planning for a while – months even – the seed of desire germinating slowly through long and endless days of corporate video-work and semi-permanent alcohol consumption.

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Leaving Town
July 9, 2007, 11:54 pm
Filed under: Sydney

I am severing ties.

I am archiving.

I am examining possessions; purging as necessary.

I am packing boxes; labeling them “Ages 17-21,” storing them in an overflowing garage.

I am spending quality time with friends; going bowling, playing poker, reminiscing.

I am seeing old lovers; going for coffee, having dinner, reminiscing.

I am reexamining priorities; quitting jobs, getting references, updating my CV.

I am bored; without Jess.

I am drinking; by myself, in my room, everyday.

I am sober; with other people, at meetings, every(other)day.

I am losing grandparents; expectedly, surprisingly, incrementally.

I am leaving town; saying goodbye, smiling inwardly, promising correspondence.